Sunday, May 17, 2009 @12:47 AM
i guess, its time. time for me to move on.
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Saturday, May 02, 2009 @9:58 PM
seriously i don't know why im wasting all my time away instead of focusing on A levels. i get so pre-occupied with unreleated stuffs which is making me feel so miserable. i should just give up on everything i guess.
i'm not angry because i'm angry, and sad. you use such absolute terms mercilessly. always it shall be then.
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Saturday, April 25, 2009 @12:45 AM
maybe the time is now...
im not trying to ignore you or anything but i just have to. i tried once before but i failed, so im trying it again. the feeling sucks but it cant be help, i just have to endure because it seems to be the best option.
all these while, i never once tried to start anything, all i did was to hope. i knew it would be impossible but i didnt mind, because i once said, your worth the wait. all i ever wish for was for things to remain the way it seems, nothing special. the feeling i had was way better than winning poker or anything and i never did asked for more, i was sastisfied. but i guess its best to make it clear, so that i can stop living in my self-deluding world.
im lost without you.
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Monday, December 29, 2008 @9:22 AM
time is merciless, once past, its over...
there's no return, no second chance
confused at first, reluctant to move on, time got wasted away
its not tat im not making a move or anything, i jus needed time to think.
now that i've thought it through,
ready to take the first step,
you seem to have drifted away.
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Friday, November 21, 2008 @12:05 PM
just came back from the airport... she'll be gone for one month! arghs, this sucks. but its ok cos i'll get more gifts when she's back (:
for now... emo for 1 month!
yesterday dinner! 3 surprises!!! it was damm damm damm cool!
firstly, BM arrived... i was like OMG! wads she doing here?!?! i was like speechless!
until they said this was not my surprise den i went oh...
5 mins later suddenly some1 covered my eyes. i jumped!
"guess who"
wa lau, your voice so unique, i hear i know who alr la! but i was damm shock + stun + surprise + HAPPY!
you guys are all scammers! haha, but it was a really nice surprise.
at the end, louis came in FBT! WHOA, this one is surprising + dunno wad to say. haha was damm funny.
thanks for the wallettt!
thanks for the paper clip!
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Saturday, November 08, 2008 @5:42 PM
life's really unfair. it always has been, for me, for you. some things just can't be help, although u tried, things might not turn out well. sometimes you're jus unlucky i guess, but you can't do anything bout it.
although i became a facil, it was jus like how i got into cjc. i had to appeal? re-interview with tan js...
i should be happy, but im not... its jus isn't fair to see frens who really wanted to become a facil, to not get it.
facil's just one thing...
some had really tried, put in those hours of efforts but their efforts just didnt pay off. its sucks to see how some scrape through while those we deserve it doesn't...
its always like this...
you've got one more try, don't screw it up.
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Wednesday, October 22, 2008 @8:06 PM
hmmm maybe its time for me to grow up. haha i bet if one day any of you guys read this, you will surely agree... when that day comes, i would have become more mature, i hope... (:
i guess i made it, barely... told you guys im not some closet mugger... now my results proved that.
glad i made it though, but i really hope all of us can promote together.
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